so im sitting here and this is my first posting in 2009. im not a huge fan of new years, to me its a day where people like to pretend things will change, when deep down they know they're going to be exactly the same. but anyhow. i didnt do anything special today. it was actually a quite boring day. some people believe the way you start the new year is how your entire year will be. does that mean that my year is going to be boring? these people need to step back into reality. you cant predict an entire year off of one day.
this song just came on the radio and i've never heard it before. but i kind of like it :] i think ill look up the lyrics now...apparently its "if this isnt love" by Jennifer Hudson. gosh i love her. her songs are always amazing. and she is such a strong woman. she lost just about her entire family and can still record music and do interviews. if i were in her shoes i would be crawled up in a ball in a mental institution.
jamila omari is moving. she is so lucky! i mean, i would give anything to move. i love the idea of having an empty apartment or house and being able to do whatever you want to it. actually, i take that back. i do love that idea, but i love my room. its mine. from the pictures on the ceiling, to the NO BOYS ALLOWED poster that's posted right over my bed, its me, its cozy, its home <3
so ive been talking to an old acquaintance online for like two days. and im kind of glad. because instead of being upset about this or that, ive been focused on all the new things i could possibly learn about this new friend. not for nothing, but im liking this getting to know a person thing. i guess the new year did bring one new thing, a new friend :]
