weekend of the 27th.

"gay, straight, bi-curious. what is up with everybody and these freaking labels. they're just a way for people to confuse other people into thinking like they think."
Ashley Davies - South Of Nowhere.

This weekend shall prove to be a good one. Very busy schedule. Tomorrow morning I have to wake up at 6 AM , yes, 6 AM on a Saturday. To go to Old Navy with my mom. She is a SALE FANATIC, and since Old Navy is having a huge sale and putting all their slippers for one dollar [5 flip flop limit per person] I am being dragged to get her more flip flops! Then I must come home, nap, and go to a recital. Which I am very excited about.

I love watching people dance, it just makes me happy. And hopefully I enjoy the show, because then I'll be joining their dance studio :] I haven't really danced since freshman year. I miss it so much.

On Sunday I'm going to the Pride Parade in NYC. I haven't ever gone, it'll be my first year. I'm super excited. I mean a bunch of quote on quote "gay" guys and girls running around, its like heaven! I'm sure my boyfriend will be PISSED. but he will just have to deal. this is one parade I wouldn't miss for the world.

Now to my quote. I HATE when people question me about my sexuality. I hate when people sit an analyze my life and the way I view other people. For example one of the many conversations I had a year ago went sorta like this.

Person: Keena's your girlfriend, so you're gay?!?!
Kayla: I dont like labels. Don't call me gay. But Yes, She is my girlfriend.
Person: Oh, So you're bi?
Kayla: I DONT LIKE LABELS. I'M ME, I LIKE WHO I LIKE, I LOVE WHO I LOVE, I WANT TO BE WITH WHO I WANT TO BE WITH.
Person: Oh, So you're gay.
[Kayla gets frustrated. Person looks confused & walks away]

Look, I don't care if its confusing, its two thousand fucking eight, if I want to have a girlfriend & a boyfriend, who the hell are you to judge or even label me. I don't judge you for sticking your dick up your girlfriends ass, do I think its disgusting, yes, but I dont judge YOU for it. What I would LOVE to know is who decided one day that being with someone of the same sex was MORALLY INCORRECT. The Christians. The Catholics? If so then heres a little puzzle for you, if this so called god loves all, wants good for all, and for all to be happy, then why can't "gay" people be together. If god forgives all why were Adam and Eve kicked out of the garden. Why couldn't they apologize and continue with their lives. If he didn't expect people to have hormones why the hell were they naked. And if this country is "free" and free means freedom of press, religion, speech, etc. Why is our political system still based on Catholicism.

burning flesh.

"I cant take a well tanned person seriously."
Cleavland Army Quotes

I love tanning. love love love love love tanning! Call me crazy. But it feels amazing. I love feeling the sun practically burning through my flesh. Yeah, thats sounds sick, but you know you feel it too.! I love tanning so much that the oil sweats off my body . Today I did nothing but, TAN! I layed out my backyard and tanned my pretty skin away. Oh yeah and one other thing, I made Keena her first video. I did it about five times before this final one. And even this one I don't like. My little sister ruined it :[

Well, this blog really has no purpose, except for one. To give Keena her video.

keensta.

"Kayla, I'm sorry for not keeping my promise. I owe it to you to be a better friend. I'm glad our friendship is not over, that it was just faltered. And I can fix that."

Keena Estaliha Alexandrea Pedraja.

This quote is the reason I made this blog. It was written by someone who is very dear to me. She was an amazing girlfriend and an even greater friend. We've gone through our ups and downs, times where I couldn't stand her, times where our entire relationship was a secret, people looking down upon our friendship, and we're still here. I truly believe our friendship is like no other. When people are "best friends" they claim things like "we'll be friends forever" and "you're the best friend I've ever had". Sooner than later their friendships burn to the ground; Me and Keena have been to the ground and back. We're here to stay. No matter what. Thats why I never claimed her to be my "best friend", but my girlfriend. My first girlfriend. My only girlfriend. One that I'll never forget. I love you Keena. No matter what Travis says, you're my friend forever. If worst comes to worst, remember "your gf's packin heat yo"


P.S. I can't wait to make you your first video :]