too good to be true.

"It feels like springtime in winter. It feels like Christmas in June. It feels like heaven has opened up its' gates for me and you. Every time I close my eyes I thank the lord that I've got you, and you've got me too baby. Ivery time I think of it I pinch myself cause I don't believe its true. That someone like you loves me too.."

Babyface

I don't like making more than one blog in a row that relate to eachother, but with the place I'm in right now, pretty much everything relates. And this is pretty much what occupies most of my time aside from school. Thaddeus Roberts Beall, I love you more than life. I don't care what anyone says, we've been in love since thirteen and that has got to mean something. Yes we've both been with other people, but that's what true love is about. It's about being tested and lasting throughout the hardships. But now that life has brought as back to eachother, literally, in the same state, I guarantee nothing will tear us apart. From the moment I looked into your eyes and was able to see your soul I knew you'd be mine forever. I know things are hard, but thats life. That's what we have eachother for, to be the light in eachothers' lifes when we're stuck in a dark tunnel. He will forever be my love, my best friend, my other half. Look out for the wedding invites <3

[Aside from us, nothing big is going on. Applying to colleges, going to boring THS, and that is about it. Not very exciting, then again what teenagers' life is...]

kayla beall. thaddeus melo.

"Trust is the glue of life. It's the most essential ingredient in effective communication. It's the foundational principle that holds all relationships"
Stephen R. Covey

ive lived in this town for about seven or eight years now and since the day i got here it has been exactly the same. a town full of fake people who do nothing but run their mouths. personally, i dont involve myself in rumors, lies, arguments or fights. they kind of just come to me. its something ive come to live with. i dont care if people say this or that about me. you can think what you want it doesnt mean a thing to me or effect my day to day life. but talk shit about me to my boyfriend, and i will kill you.

thaddeus roberts beall is my life. hes been the object of my affection since i was 13. we have been through more than the average teenage couple should, and despite all my flaws, he loves me no matter what. we argue about little things that amount to nothing. but the one thing that can tear us apart is a lack of trust. trust is everything in any relationship whether it be mother, sister, friend, spouse. and trust is what we lack because of this town.

i doubt any of you will read this because the majority of you i dont even speak to, and i rarely curse so please excuse my language. but i would just like to say FUCK YOU to every single last BITCH who calls my boyfriend making stuff up. its hilarious to me that while i walk around school talking about my boyfriend every single chance i can, while i write good things about him everywhere, while i involve him in everything i do, you people can make stuff up. its not my fault you dont have lifes but please dont make me what your lifes revolve around. im glad you go home and think about me, but do me a favor and HOP THE FUCK OFF MY CLIT.