"got a project chick, that plays her part. and if it goes down yall thats my heart. babygirl so thorough been wit me from the start. hid my drugs from the NARCs, hid my guns by the parts."
i have not been on here in a very long time. it seems like i write a blog and then i just disappear. i guess in a way i do disappear. im way too busy to be on here all the time. school is a huge bore. its the same routine everyday and its def. gotten old. lunch just seems to get more nasty everyday. its like if you don't go outside and spend the little bit of money you have, you're bound to eat cafeteria food. which after four years isnt amazing. dont get me wrong its not disgusting. but eating it day after day after day, makes it nasty.
junior year is suppose to be the hardest year in high school. you hear it from your friends, your parents, alumni, and your the administration. THEY ALL LIED. junior year was not the hardest year. senior year def. is. for some reason senior year the teachers decide to give you more work than any human can handle. you have a million essays to write for colleges, and ok college applications arent as bad as people make them out to be, but after your third essay, you get lazy. and people change DRASTICALLY during your senior year....
as jamilee would say "theres something in the water" this year it seems like people are finally showing who they really are. and its really sad. this really isnt about anyone specifically. ive just noticed that like over my four years of high school, this year i really really realized who is there for the right reasons. i think ive also realized that forgiveness isnt about time , or how "bad" the thing youre forgiving was. forgiveness is about the individuals and their personalities. i thought me and "nunu" would never speak again. and 99.9 percent of people look at me like im crazy for being her friend again. but forgiveness comes from the heart. and if you ask me, she has a good heart.
my quote: thats exactly what i am to him *
